I was sitting in an airport last week watching a young couple with a very small child. I remember traveling with my children when they were small. I look back, not with regret but with nostalgia.

I wish I would have cherished each moment much more — just stopped and let the scene form into a cherished memory, complete with the happy feelings that surrounded the occasion. Do you ever look back and wish you could do it all over again? — not just to fix your mistakes, but to relive the really good parts of your life? — the birth of a child, touching the soft skin of a newborn, their baptism, cheering at their first soccer game, getting soaked during family water fights, my son’s excitement as he got ready for his first hunting trip, and the list goes on and on. I don’t want to live life all over again. I just wish my memory was much more vivid.

In the airport, my attention turned to an elderly man, shuffling past me with a walker and an oxygen tank. He looked tired but determined. Traveling through airports is challenging for all people, at any age and in good physical shape. I took a moment to pray for this man and ask God to give him the strength to get to his gate and the joy of a reunion with family or friends. I also asked God to give me the patience and perseverance He has shown me in this man.

Of course, I have regrets as I look back at some of my life decisions. I think we all do. But I have sought forgiveness at the foot of the cross and His grace was poured down upon me. How can someone be given so much and not want to thank God?

I didn’t feel any older when I looked at the elderly man and I didn’t feel a yearning to be young again when I looked at the young couple with the newborn baby. What I felt was blessed. I am blessed to be right where I am, right now. God gave me life and my parents had me baptized into the Christian faith. I am thankful for my past — even for all the mistakes made and lessons learned that God has used to build my character. Now, He has brought me here to this time and this place, and given my life purpose. I am thankful for this moment.

I am blessed. So are you. Let’s reflect His light everywhere, even in the chaotic airports of our lives.

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,

Debbie

I think I have my day planned — and then the phone rings. Everything changes. I find myself very self-satisfied about making the right decision and find out that I’ve hurt someone’s feelings because of the action taken. Everything inside me changes. As I go about my day, events, attitudes, and plans change constantly inside my home and around the world.

That’s a pretty negative way to look at change … Let me try again.

I think I have my day planned — and then I meet Jesus in my devotion and prayers. Everything changes! He takes my plans and makes them His, He takes my worries and gives me comfort, He takes my sins and washes them away. Jesus shows up and everything changes — in a very good way!

I received a message from a friend this week. Her father is dying. My heart aches for her and her family. I began to mourn their impending loss and tears fill my eyes. As I close my eyes and let the tears fall down my cheeks, I feel Jesus’ presence and I begin to pray. My heart quiets and His comfort surrounds me. I know He will do the same for my friend, her father, and her whole family. Jesus’ presence transforms my sorrow into compassion and trust.

On May 16, 2014, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. I had been waiting days for that dreaded call. When the phone call finally came and cancer was confirmed, I felt no fear — only peace. How can that be? The call came just before I entered church for worship. I looked up and saw a banner that said, “May the God of hope fill you with joy and peace” — and He did — I was filled with His peace. The God of hope changes everything. An update: I am now cancer free, but if I wasn’t, the God of hope still would transform my heart and fill me with peace because I know my salvation is secure.

I’ve written the phrase “When Jesus shows up” several times. I know Jesus isn’t missing and then “shows up.” I know He is with me always. He reveals Himself and “shows up” in my thoughts and in my heart when I need Him most. My prayer is that I’ll recognize His presence each moment, every day, because when my Savior shows up, it changes everything!

Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually! (1 Chronicles 16:11).

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,

Debbie

(A day in my life last week) I lost my tooth. Seriously, I was just chewing on a delicious piece of taffy and I felt a gap — a really big gap — like the Grand Canyon inside of my mouth! Thank goodness I didn’t swallow the crown! How could this happen now?! I have a trip planned — I’ve invited six neighbors for dinner — my dentist is on vacation. Oh, just pick one! I’m an hour and a half from my dentist’s office and this will throw my schedule out the window. Why me? I hate the dentist!

First, I don’t hate my dentist. Actually, I really like him. He’s gentle, kind, and patient. What I hate is going to the dentist and having work done. I have a very small mouth — don’t laugh. Every dentist I’ve ever seen has told me my mouth is very small. Scott laughed when I shared that fact with him. He actually laughed out loud. That’s a whole other blog!

It’s been a rough day. I slammed a door and two bottles of wine fell off the wall, which holds a new wine rack that seemed perfectly stable. I spent the next hour cleaning up wine and glass. I pressed “Send” on an email that was just in draft mode. I forgot to take a beef roast out of the freezer and didn’t have anything to cook for dinner. Then, I lost my tooth. Why me?

Does this sound like a pathetic whiner feeling sorry for herself? It sure does. All of these events really did happen today. When I lost the tooth I gasped, spit it out, and showed it to Scott. He laughed (I seem to have this effect on him) and said, “You have a hard life.” And so came the idea for this blog. I really did say, “Why me?” And, immediately I thought, “Why not me?”

There is no reason in this world I should be exempt from difficult times. In fact, Jesus confirmed I would have trouble. But He also promised He would be with me, and He has won the victory for me. “I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world” (John 16:33).

I think, instead of saying, “Why me?” when I have a challenging day, I must ask my Lord, “Why me? Why would You suffer and die for me?” And my Lord answers loud and clear! “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life” (John 3:16). He offers you that same response. We have a God of love and we are blessed!

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,

Debbie

This last weekend I was in Phoenix, Arizona for the Best Practices for Ministry Conference. The conference was wonderful. Over 2,300 Christians joined in celebrating Jesus while learning how to better serve and share His message within our communities and around the world. LWML presented a session offering a Prayer Walk.

Why do Christians gather like this? The answer is so simple to us — to hold the cross before us. We are united in Christ’s death and united in His life! As I’ve done before, I share with you the writing of a dear friend and member of my church, Jan Schmidt. These words are relevant every day:

Hold Thou Thy cross before my closing eyes;
Shine through the gloom, and point me to the skies
Heaven’s morning breaks, and earth’s vain shadow flee;
In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me.
(LSB #878, verse 6)

The evening worship comes to a close. The lights in the church are dimmed. But the huge cross behind the altar is backlit, glowing in the twilight. The organ plays softly, and we sing, “Hold Thou Thy cross before my closing eyes.”  

I don’t know if I was awake or asleep the hour I was baptized. But I began my life as a child of God with the cross of Christ before my eyes. I was marked then with the cross of Christ forever. If the day comes when my mind is no more aware of myself and my surroundings than on my baptismal day, I will need someone to once again hold the cross before my eyes and point me to the skies where my Savior waits to welcome me home.

The cross. There is no more shameful way to die. But typical of God, He has taken the shame and changed it into glory. The cross is empty. Jesus’ body is not there. It is not in the grave. He is risen – just as He said! I can say with Job, “For I know that my Redeemer lives; and at the last he will stand upon the earth. And after my skin has been thus destroyed, yet in my flesh I shall see God, whom I shall see for myself, and my eyes shall behold, and not another” (Job 19:25-27).

As I wake each morning and fall to sleep each night, the cross of Christ is ever before me, and I rest in the truth of my salvation. Let’s keep gathering — let’s keep sharing this message of salvation with the world until the Lord calls us home.

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,

Debbie

As you read this, I am in Minnesota. It’s cold up here in the north country! But my heart is warm and full as Scott and I enjoy visiting family. We left Colorado a day earlier than planned to beat the winter storm but, alas, we traveled over 800 miles on snow covered, icy roads. Yesterday, we drove from Bismarck, North Dakota to Bemidji, Minnesota — yes, on snow covered roads. I humbly admit that I did complain but, as I look back, I praise my Lord for safe travel and a husband who will continue driving when he knows I’d rather not, scrape the windshield so I don’t have to, and fill with gas so I can stay in the warm car.

We spent four days with my son and his family. Not once did we get our afternoon nap (for which I will not apologize. Indeed, I brag about my ability to fall asleep sitting up). Again, no grumbling was justified. We were blessed to watch our grandsons during wrestling matches and basketball games, wake each morning to two very large and happy dogs, and spend time laughing and enjoying time together.

Are you like me? In moments of distress or times of interrupted routines, I often don’t see the good, but looking back on the day I see God’s hand. His hand is always upon me. God’s plans are always for my good. For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).

Today, I will ask God to help me see His hand as I go through unknown valleys. The Lord blesses us with a landscape of valleys and mountains. Tomorrow and throughout this week, as Scott and I continue visiting relatives and friends, we will travel through winter weather, and I will ask God to help me see Him in each moment. By the grace of God, I will feel His hand upon my shoulder and trust in His grace and mercy.

Dear Lord, help me see Your hand in all situations. When I hesitate, direct my thoughts to You and Your love. Let my desire be to run to You for comfort, trust in You in all things, and praise Your name in the valleys and on the mountain tops. You walk alongside me. I am not alone. My family is safe in Your arms. You give me a future and a hope and my strength comes from You. I thank You and praise Your name. Alleluia and Amen!

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,

Debbie

“Now that you’ve had a drink, oh what a time to think,
‘Wow! I could have had a V8!’”

Remember that commercial from the 1970s? The producers of this drink wanted you to think of having a V8 before you had something else.

Every time I remember that commercial, I think about how I often plow headlong into solving a situation before I consult God. This is what I hum to myself:
“I feel like I’m going to sink. Oh what a time to think,
‘Wow! I should have prayed!’”

God’s saving grace is that it is never too late to bring my concerns to Him in prayer. It’s always a good time to pray! Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you (1 Thessalonians 5:16–18).

In less than a week, I will be in Lexington, Kentucky, making last-minute preparations for the LWML convention. For months, the LWML Board of Directors (BOD) prayed for God’s will for this gathering. We did not know if we would be able to hold a convention in-person or if we’d need to meet virtually. God knew His plan for this convention. Nothing that has happened in the last year is a surprise to our Father in heaven. Our role is to trust His guidance, “Running the
Race … Looking to Jesus.”

I am so blessed to serve with this BOD and all Lutheran Women in Mission across the United States. We, by the grace of God, are prayer warriors. By faith, we know God is in control.
“We will meet face to face, covered by God’s own grace.
Wow! I’m so glad we pray!”


And we will continue to pray and trust in the Father. We will continue “Running the Race …
Looking to Jesus!”
See you in Lexington!

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,
Debbie

As drivers approach Woodland Park, Colorado, from the west, there is a warning light that is activated and says, “Be Prepared to Stop” if the traffic light ahead is red. Because of a hill and a curve, drivers cannot see the upcoming traffic light so this is an important notification.

As we passed this warning light on the way to town today, I thought about other ways we are reminded to be prepared. During this pandemic, we are reminded to bring our mask and wear it while in public. Throughout the winter months, here in the mountains, we are reminded to check the weather report before traveling. Our wonderful LWML president at Faith Lutheran, Woodland Park, reminds us to bring our Bible and mite offerings to our local Bible study gatherings.

Every day I prepare in many ways. As I leave home to buy groceries, I put a cooler in the car (for the 30-minute ride home). I check to make sure I have my sunglasses and my grocery list. I prepare when I have an LWML event. I plan my wardrobe, print my agenda and any travel documents I need, and I make sure I have my laptop and phone chargers packed. When I prepare
a meal, I plan it out so everything is ready at the same time.

How do I prepare for the day I leave this world and meet Jesus face-to-face? I think I do this by living for Christ each day. Paul, in Philippians, stated his desire to leave this world and be with Christ, but he knew his time on earth produced fruitful labor to the glory of God. He said, For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain (Philippians 1:21). I pray that this would be my heart’s desire also but, I must confess, I am very often not that noble.

I do find comfort and strength in God’s Word. I find understanding and direction when I go to the Lord in prayer. If I live each day to Christ’s glory, I believe I am prepared and eager to meet Jesus face-to-face. In Luther’s Morning Prayer, I pray that God keep me from sin and evil so my
very life and all that I do may please Him. I remember when I first realized that when I spoke those words, I was literally giving my life and day to God and to His glory.

As sisters and brothers in Christ, let’s continue to encourage one another, holding each other accountable as Christians. The busier our lives, the more time we need to spend in prayer and in the Word. When we look forward to an upcoming event, we prepare with pleasure. Can any event be more important than our eternal life? I am ready and eager to meet this day, whatever my Lord has planned.

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,
Debbie

Luther’s Morning Prayer

I thank You, my heavenly Father, through Jesus Christ, Your dear Son, that You have kept me this night from all harm and danger; and I pray that You would keep me this day also from sin and every evil, that all my doings and life may please You. For into Your hands I commend myself, my body and soul, and all things. Let Your holy angel be with me, that the evil foe may
have no power over me. Amen.

Prayer

I like to think of prayer as a verb. This last week I hosted my annual Christmas lunch with the women of our ranch. It was a small group this year, as schedules become packed during the holidays, but seven women gathered for lunch, laughter, and fellowship. We are a close group, and one of the women shared personal news and asked for prayer. We prayed together, right then, for her, and asked God, the great Healer, to restore her health and grant favorable medical test results. Thy will be done, oh Lord.

I’ve often had friends share worries and frustrations, and I’ve caught myself saying, “I’ll keep you in my prayers.” True, this is a good thing. In fact, it communicates our dependence on and trust in our Savior. But many times I’ve gotten busy with life and have forgotten to include my friend’s frustration in my prayers. So I’ve come to realize I need to stop and pray — in the moment — together with those who need prayer.

I’ve learned so much from my LWML sisters and brothers in Christ, but one of the most valuable lessons is trusting in the power of our Lord and knowing He hears our prayers. I saw these words on a poster and I think they’re worth sharing:

  • Trust in HIS timing
  • Rely on HIS promises
  • Wait for HIS answers
  • Believe in HIS miracles
  • Rejoice in HIS forgiveness
  • Delight in HIS presence

In this season of Advent, as we anticipate the celebration of the birth of our Savior, I realize waiting may be a good thing. I think of Psalm 27:14, which says, Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord! I also know there are times when we should not wait, but act now. So when it comes to communicating with my Father in heaven, I will pray. I will pray, now. 

Gracious Father, 

This morning I thank You for the gift of prayer. I come to You in thankfulness, in sorrow, in frustration and anger, and with requests that only You can grant. You hear my prayers. I ask You to help me keep You at the center of my life and give me the courage and faith to share You with others. In Your Holy Name I pray. Amen.

Today, and always, we are surrounded by HIS grace,

Debbie

I have tried to write this today without crying and I think I’ll just give up and write through tears. Please understand, these are humble, happy tears!

Last week I received a large box delivered to my home. It was sent by last biennium’s Growth and Development Chairman Crystal Miller. As Vice President of Organizational Resources (2015-2019), I served with three committees: Leadership Development (Chairman Susan Brunkow), Growth and Development, and Structure (Chairman Arlene Naasz). The incredible ladies on these committees, spearheaded by Crystal, collaborated on a gift for me that brings tears of joy to my eyes. Stretched out in canvas on this wall hanging are photos of each of their hands praying for me!

I immediately took down a large picture in my dining room and hung this one. (OK, I didn’t do it … my husband, Scott, did. I can’t hang a straight picture for the life of me!) This gift has touched my heart like few others. You see, even though this gift is tangible, I see it as servant hearts praying for me as I serve the Lord in the LWML. I see women who love the Lord, women who seek His wisdom and praise Him for His mercies; women who put everything, including the LWML, in His hands. This is what I see when my eyes and my heart look at this canvas.

I know women across the United States pray for me daily. This is a humbling and comforting thought. Please know that I pray for all of you, too, on a daily basis. What an honor to kneel before our Maker, knowing He listens and answers. Thy will be done, oh Lord!

I thank my God always when I remember you in my prayers (Philemon 1:4).

Today, and always, we are surrounded by God’s grace,

Debbie

This past Sunday was the celebration of Pentecost. At our church we also had a blessing for all those going to convention in Mobile next week, June 20-23. It really fit together well. Pentecost and the giving of the Holy Spirit to the church and our convention, which is focused on spreading the Gospel worldwide. The logo for Mobile is a globe with a heart around it signifying God’s love for the people of the world and it converges right over Mobile, Alabama.

The poetry of our hymns is so rich! This particular hymn spoke to me as a prayer to the Holy Spirit. One that I plan to copy and use during convention preparations which will be crazy busy this week. I hope you will pray it with me and pray for the inspiration of the Holy Spirit in Mobile during convention, “In Praise to the LORD!”

Come, Holy Ghost, God and Lord, with all Your graces now outpoured on each believer’s mind and heart; Your fervent love to them impart. Lord, by the brightness of Your light In holy faith Your Church unite; From every land and every tongue this to your praise, O Lord, our God, be sung: Alleluia, Alleluia!

Come, holy Light, guide divine, now cause the Word of life to shine. Teach us to know our God aright and call Him Father with delight. From every error keep us free; Let none but Christ our master be, that we in living faith abide, in Him, our Lord, with all our might confide. Alleluia, alleluia!

Come, holy Fire, comfort true, grant us the will Your work to do and in Your service to abide; Let trials turn us not aside. Lord, by Your power prepare each heart, and to our weakness strength impart that bravely here we may contend, through life and death to You, our Lord, ascend. Alleluia, alleluia!

LSB 497

Collect for Pentecost Eve

Almighty and ever-living God, You fulfilled Your promise by sending the gift of the Holy Spirit to unite disciples of all nations in the cross and resurrection of Your Son, Jesus Christ. By the preaching of the Gospel spread this gift to the ends of the earth; through the same Jesus Christ, our Lord, who lives and reigns with You and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever. Amen

Patti